Sugarfree

She said there's no need to get involved
feel is a threat that shadows her endeavours
she said she'd enjoy the candy from his lips
as long as it remained casually sugarfree.

She claimed there would not be another him
feelings tangled and ravelled her in a swirl
mind was better off unawarely overdosed
stopping each coming down with a new flow.

But.. as much as kisses can be easy to share
real emotions do not fall by sweeteners
unattachment is no longer as fun
you start craving for an honest touch.

questioning whereas ever was sensible
ever made any sense, to sugarfree it very all...

Tell her she didn't get it all wrong
the day she fell backwards on the floor
and there was nobody standing next to her
not a single soul to lean a hand.
Tell her I saw how she lifted herself up alone
when she listened to the Beatles in the store
felt the urge to swing and sang along...
She sang along...

She said she seeked emotional recovery
healing wounds by shutting down every feeling
multiplying her mistakes to overpower the past ones
and hijackting her mind with an overloaded agenda.

She claimed to be managing well
but the truth is she kept writing down her memories
fantasizing happy endings she would later on regret
and secretly wishing one day she'd dive back into sweet.

But as badly as she tries holding it tight together
sometimes your heart just gets blown with the weather
and cloudy skies overcast the future lying ahead
too uncertain, far too unknown to climb up on yet.

and you question, whereas ever was sensible,
ever made any sense, to set yourself free, sugarfree...

But she sang along...
The girl sang along...